Silly phone.

I've decided that my cell phone is the one thing I can't live without right now. It's my security blanket. I literally get nervous and tense and can't do anything if I don't have it, or know where it is. Seriously, I've been slightly spazzing today, until I found it in my desk. I'm silly. :P I think it's because it's my lifeline to my family; without it I really am all alone out here at school. I still feel like a strange kid from Washington sometimes who doesn't really fit in. Maybe I will end up going back to Washington after I get done with school. I guess it just depends on whether or not I can find people to really love out here. If I can get a family of sorts of my own before/during/after grad school out here, I can be happy. If not, I'll be heading back to my first family. My heart's still in Washington. But I would love to travel. I can't wait to go to Austria. I want to see Italy and Paris, too. Even London. Now if only I had the means to do so...