Happy Obama Day

It's been a bit, but I have a thought.

I can't shake this feeling I've had for the last couple of days. What feeling? This feeling like the end's coming. Oh no, don't worry, I'm not suicidal (far from it, actually. I love life.), but for some reason I keep feeling like I'm not going to live too far into the future. It's completely irrational, illogical and unfounded. But I can't see past Thursday. To think that something's going to happen to me really seems ridiculous, but in all honesty a little part of me will be surprised if I wake up Friday morning. Or even Saturday morning. I hate to be all morbid like this, but I just can't shake this feeling. Maybe it's runoff from being emo earlier this week, coupled with the fact that I really have no plan for my future at all that I can see. Grad school, sure, why not. only because I've got nothing else better to do. I need a goal, and without it all I see is nothingness. On the flip side, I find that this feeling is forces into perspective the present, helping me enjoy it while it lasts. I've always thought about making an unofficial will, or something, just in case something horrible happens. Accidents happen, planes go down. I dunno. Heh, all it would say is to give it all to Jess.

But hey, in reality, none of this is going to come true, and it's just a feeling.

Happy Obama Day, everyone. It's the start of a new era. What kind of era? We'll find out. Could it be the beginning of the end? Or the beginning of the beginning? I dunno, if you're like me an believe that an apocalypse is going to happen someday, then...*shrug* who knows? Not likely to happen, but ya never know. Prayers for Obama are requested. Thanks. :)