take this wine, and drink with me, let's forget our misery

I feel note-y.

I'm glad Dr. Kalas is going to be all right. Chemo sucks. Just ask my dad.

This past week has been one of the most insane ever. So intense, just, so intense. And yet I'm not even done with all the stuff I have to do.

See, it's kinda weird. It takes forever for the weeks to go by, because so much happens, so, so much. And then you blink and look around, and it's all gone, and you're staring at the end of the year, at forecasting courses for next semester. It's not even next year. They're calling it next semester, like there's no break.

I'm down with that.

I know I"m gonna blink and it'll be all over. So, I've decided. I'm diving head first into this new life. No more safety nets, no more hand holds. The only way I can find out if I'm built to fly is if I jump, free fall until the wind catches me.

"I cannot grow old in Salem's lot
So here I go is my shot.
Feet fail me not this may be the only opportunity that I got..."

I can't believe I'm not overwhelmed. I'm so happy, so so SO happy here. How is the even possible?

Screw what's supposed to happen, or knowing why. Live it. Woot.

Because the sun is shining.

Man, I'm never gonna get my work done. People keep wanting to talk to me. lol I guess that's the price of having friends. I'm more than happy to pay that. It'll just come at the price of sleep. And sleep is for the weak and the dead.

"save tonight, and fight the break of dawn, come tomorrow, tomorrow I'll be gone..."

Eh...God I'm happy.